When my cochlear implant was activated
The day my cochlear implant was activated, I went with my brother and my grandmother. I clearly remember the clinic.
The doctor was sitting in front of the computer, with the equipment on the desk. She made adjustments, tested things, looked at the screen, and adjusted again. It was a very normal appointment, just with a very specific goal: turning it on.
At some point she asked me:
—Can you hear anything?
I stayed quiet for a moment. It wasn’t a “clean” sound, nor something easy to describe. But there was something.
I told her yes.
My brother was recording me with his phone. In the video you can see that exact moment. When I said yes, he started crying.
I didn’t react much. I stayed focused on listening.
The doctor continued with the appointment: more adjustments, more tests, more questions. At some point my grandmother said something (I don’t remember what) and we laughed a little. It was a calm moment.
Days later I realized something I sometimes take for granted: how much your family carries with you, even when you’re focused on something else.
I don’t say this as a lesson or a nice phrase. Just as a fact.
Nothing spectacular happened that day. We went to the doctor, activated the implant, and went back home.
But that moment stayed very clear in my mind: the doctor’s question, the phone recording, and my brother crying next to me.
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